
It’s good to see you, as always.

❝ Guess I was gone a bit too long this time, ne, Shinsō?
Aahh —— sorry, sorry … Did I miss anythin’ important? ❞
*eyes*

❝ H’oh? Somethin’ on your mind, Matsumoto-fukutaichō~? ❞

Gin & Rangiku
manga “BLEACH”
color by @modestrogue
deathless ♚ sentence meme | not accepting.

❝ ——Lookin’ for gratitude, hm? An’ here I was, thinkin’ ya already knew everythin’ there was t’know about me. ❞ A forced smile tugs upon his lips —— shoulders pulled up as a means of keeping warm ( the inner workings of Gin’s mind have always been so cold ; so disastrous. ) ❝ …Thank ya, nonetheless. ❞
deathless ♚ sentence meme | not accepting.

❝ –—H’oh? This ain’t supposed to be news, is it~? ❞ Gin inquires through a sly smile, looking back at her through a slitted gaze. ❝ Don’t think ya should be proud of all that, Vi-chan —— Some might say yer terrible t’work with. ❞
- You will always fall in love, and it will always be like having your throat cut, just that fast.
- You are going to break your promise. I understand.
- You’re lonely too.
- It will stop your breath, how cruel I can be.
- I am a demanding creature. I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable.
- I am your servant.
- I crawl at your feet; for before your love, your kisses, I am debased.
- For you alone I will be weak.
- I belong here, and you will not deny me.
- I say these things, and the world listens.
- I do not tolerate a world emptied of you. I have tried.
- In the dark, I have pored over the loss of you like pale gold.
- I will not let her speak because I love her, and when you love someone, you do not make them tell war stories.
- I moved the earth and the water for you.
- You will always run away with her.
- You will always lose her.
- You will always be a fool.
- You will always be dead, in a city of ice, snow falling into your ear.
- You have already done all of this and will do it again.
- No one should be judged for loving more than they ought, only for loving not enough.
- We look terrible to you, and severe, and you see our blood flying.
- What we carry between us is hard-won, and we made it just as we wished it to be, just the color, just the shape.
- There need never be any rules between us.
- Let us be greedy together; let us hoard.
- Do not leave me, swear that you will never leave me.
- I am selfish. I am cruel. My mate cannot be less than I.
- Sleep with fists closed and shoot straight.
- I can’t abide a poor liar.
- You look like a winter’s night. I could sleep inside the cold of you.
- Oh, quit that. Blushing is for virgins and Christians.
- Scold me; deny me. Tell me you want what you want and damn me forever. But don’t leave me.
- Bad luck relies on absolutely perfect timing.
- In his own country, Death can be kind.
- What is the world but a boxing ring where fools and devils put up their fists?
- Men die. It’s practically what they’re for.
- I am no one; I am nothing.
- Nothing in me was not made by you.
- A revelation is always the end of something. It might even be cause for grief.
- Just tell yourself a story that’ll satisfy you and pretend he told it.
- Forever isn’t bright; it isn’t like that. Forever is cold and hard and final.
- I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived.
- If you want to kill yourself, do not use us as your knife.
- What did I do wrong? Was I boring? Did I ignore you?
- Don’t you dare speak to me like that.
- I have worn nothing but blood and death for years.
- I have fought all your battles for you, just as you asked me.
- I have learned not to cry when I strangle a man.
- I have learned to watch everything die.
- I am not a little girl anymore, dazzled by your magic. It is my magic, now, too.
- Are we not devils?
- No one is now what they were before the war.
- I have not seen you without your skin on.
- Close up your head; your brain is getting loose.
- We obsess. It’s in our nature.
- I’ve a devil of a habit for being right.
- In war you must always choose sides.
- If you try to be a bridge laid down between them, they will tear you in half.
- We are all dead. All equal. Broken and aimless and believing we are alive.
- My old bones will follow yours soon enough.
- It is better to be strong and cruel than to be fair.
- I will see him with his skin off before I agree to fall in love.
- After love, no one is what they were before.
- I have survived, but I have not been spared.
- In the space of one heartbeat to another I loved you and I was lost to you.
- Frighten me, make me cry, only come back.
- It’s not so bad, my darling. Being dead. It’s like being alive, only colder.
- You’ll think it’s love, while he dines on your heart.
- You will be so beautiful when you are old.
- I cannot keep you and I cannot let you go.
- You will live as you live in any world…with difficulty, and grief.
- I look at you and it is like my throat being cut.
- She said you’d come and I swore to eat your heart.
- I still want to kiss you.
- My heart is being cut in two. I cannot bear it.
- What happens to anything beautiful?
- I have to know, I have to or else you will just rule me until the end of everything because you know and I do not.
smiling sentence starters | accepting.

❝ ——nah, it don’t hurt any. but lemme tell ya —— one time i grinned fo’ so long that my whole ARM fell off! had t'get kurotsuchi-taichō to stitch it back together an’ everything. scary, huh~? ❞

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ichimaru gin prefers to think of himself as an ENIGMA to those around him. he is an extremely complex and complicated character, one so set on REVENGE and setting right the wrongs that have occurred in Rangiku's past, that he EASILY loses sight of himself, and what is truly important.
he is classified as a TRAITOR by Soul Society, along with that of aizen sōsuke and tōsen kaname, and he joins forces with them in hueco mundo. we only find out in the midst of the winter war in karakura town that gin's motives were to keep his enemy ( aizen ) closer than anyone else, and to KILL him with his own two hands. despite his intentions being pure–– to kill the man who STOLE a piece of rangiku's reiatsu against her will as a mere child––, he DIES without a single soul knowing all that he sacrificed. those he seemingly betrayed are left with NOTHING to hold onto; no mementos, no answers to the questions they so desperately sought out.
gin is a sneaky snake when he wants to be, and he is painstakingly GOOD at being one. he slithered his way through the shinigami academy, and through rigorous training sessions with the man he loathed more than anything or anyone else. he managed to distance himself from his EMOTIONS and ties to Soul Society in order to follow through with his private goals, ignoring all of his mistakes and the people he had harmed along the way. but deep down, despite his CREEPY exterior and nerve-wracking demeanor, his weakness will always be the little girl he saved on that beaten down path. despite every bone in his body telling him to RUN, centuries ago, he chose to FIGHT for what he felt was right, and for the girl he wanted so desperately to protect... even if he was only to be blinded by HATRED, and blinded by the thought of seeking vengeance for someone who never even sought it herself... only to end up wearing a MASK he had so elegantly developed as if it were his own skin.
he only realizes his failure in the end, while rangiku's tears SEEP through the paling skin of his cheeks. that he had lost himself along the way, and had become the monster he had longed for nearly all of his life to DESTROY. it is evident in his volume poem, and in the flashbacks of his childhood. and it is also evident in his unspoken apology.
ichimaru gin is a TRAGIC character, one that's true intentions aren't revealed until the very end. despite all of the turmoil and pain and anger he feels on the inside, and DESPITE the grin that happens to scare others in his presence, he can also be funny and sweet. there are many different sides to this sneaky little snake, just as there are endless possibilities to explore and to learn about, for he is constantly evolving, even in DEATH.
the main verses on this blog are EVEN IN DEATH and BLOOD WAR, where gin survives the winter war and hides out in the world of the living. he has been reunited with rangiku and upon discovering that aizen is still alive, leaves in the dead of the night to meet with that of the new head commander, KYŌRAKU SHUNSUI. he is overwhelmed with rage and rejects rangiku's wishes for him to stay away from soul society–– asking to be pardoned so as to FIGHT alongside the rest of the shinigami against the quincy, offering his aid despite his body remaining tattered and torn, if only to ( secretly ) finish what he started.


【 THIRD SEAT「 ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ 」】 gin in his youth, just starting out within the gotei thirteen. this verse takes place after he has killed the third seated officer of the fifth division, only to end up filling the vacancy himself.

【 FUKUTAICHŌ「 ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ 」】 gin as a fukutaichō of the fifth division, working under aizen sōsuke. this takes place before gin was given the role of sanbantai-taichō / before he became captain of the third division. note: gin is extremely cocky in this verse, so beware. he’s in his “rebellious” years.

【 SANBANTAI「 ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ 」】 gin pre-betrayal, as acting captain of the third division.
d e v e l o p m e n t s i n t h i s v e r s e:
two of the MAIN BONDS that are explored in this verse are with gin’s newly appointed lieutenant, kira izuru, and matsumoto rangiku.
the emotional abuse gin instills upon a man so self-loathing takes time to build. it starts off with kindness... a first mission where gin and izuru get to know one another. it ends in toxicity, betrayal, and complete despair.
rangiku and gin's relationship is explored in private... never shed light upon publicly. gin does not give their relationship a name... he is never there in the morning, nor has he ever been. gin practices the constant art of leaving; not wanting her to believe he is anything other than what he claims to be. in later verses / timelines, gin feels immense GUILT for giving into his selfish desires... for he knows such affections will only give her something to hold onto, if he were to FAIL in obtaining the hōgyoku, and in killing aizen sōsuke
【 SECOND IN COMMAND「 ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ 」】 gin post-betrayal, as aizen sōsuke's second in command / acting leader of the arrancar army.
d e v e l o p m e n t s i n t h i s v e r s e:

【 YŪREI「 ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ 」】 gin's spirit, lingering at the edges of a shrine made by matsumoto rangiku. the ghost of a tragic man, weighed down by his failures, even in death.

【 EVEN IN DEATH「 ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ 」】 canon-divergent. a broken man, existing despite all odds in the world of the living. here he has been seemingly saved, yet has no home to return to. lost in the agony and shame of his failure, ichimaru gin finds it to be better for everyone involved if he were to remain gone, this time around.
d e v e l o p m e n t s i n t h i s v e r s e:
gin awakens, much to his dismay, in urahara kisuke’s ( mysteriousshopkeeper ) little shop. he is angry, and bitter––– wishing he had been left to die, instead of carrying out his life in the world of the living. he is not an easy patient to treat, by any means; venomous words ( a result of despair, of DEVASTATION that he is, in fact, alive––– ) are an attempt to push the other away... acting as encouragement to END HIS LIFE as opposed to SAVING IT.
rangiku finds him after tracking a strange spiritual disturbance in the world of the living. she stays with him, thinking up excuses to often leave soul society and excuse herself from her duties in order to, instead, visit a man who would be executed for treason if word were to spread about his survival.
this verse is particularly emotional for gin. he’s at the ultimate low in his depression, no longer finding a purpose to his existence.
rangiku plays a pivotal role in rebuilding gin’s strength. intimacy exists beyond the physical––– it comes in the form of understanding and acceptance.
in this verse, gin finally opens up about the past. he finds out about aizen sōsuke’s imprisonment and that searing hatred returns––– no longer does he let his failure define him; instead, he is determined to return to soul society, in order to ‘aid’ in the war. as rangiku fights off this very notion and questions his ulterior motives, gin tells her the truth…. everything.
it’s in this verse that gin finally tells rangiku he loves her.
【 BLOOD WAR「 ᵛᵉʳˢᵉ 」】 canon-divergent. this verse branches off of the pre-existing “EVEN IN DEATH” verse. ichimaru gin is made aware of aizen sōsuke’s survival, and the war against the quincy. overwhelmed by rage, he rejects rangiku’s wishes for him to stay away from soul society, instead leaving the world of the living in favor of asking the new captain commander ( kyōraku shunsui ) to be pardoned, and to allow him to fight alongside the rest of the shinigami. he offers his aid despite his body remaining tattered and torn, if only to ( secretly ) finish what he started.
d e v e l o p m e n t s i n t h i s v e r s e:
gin has successfully been PARDONED ( for the time being ) by the new sotaichō... however he has also been told that there will be some form of punishment, eventually.
gin has been given his arm back by that of kurotsuchi mayuri — a product of hojiku-zai ( 補肉剤 ) or “FLESH-MENDING DRUG”
as gin’s arm finally regenerates, it’s within the confines of the research institute that gin stumbles upon a blown-up kira izuru... and just so happens to be there when he wakes up from his coma.
【「 宿命 」SHUKUMEI。】canon-divergent. in this verse, ichimaru gin and matsumoto rangiku conceive a child. while rangiku is overjoyed with the idea of welcoming a baby into a time of peace within the reconstructed walls of seireitei, gin spends the majority of her pregnancy absolutely restless, and distant. he is OVERWHELMED by the prospect of failure––– for what sort of influence could a fallen shinigami, a TRAITOR in the eyes of the vast majority of soul society, ever truly be upon his own flesh and blood? a man so indecently stripped of his title, even as he is pardoned for his crimes against the shinigami... ichimaru gin offers only remorse. his stories are dark, and twisted––– tales that arouse NIGHTMARES, that strip others of any hope they could have ever possessed.
much to gin’s dismay, a DAUGHTER is born––– cradled by summer’s warmth; a LEO, in every sense of the word. a child one might assume to be CODDLED by the likes of gin; protected by a father who would soon enough bestow a WRATH unlike any other upon those who did wrong by her. a direct result of his own adolescence––– of the horrors he alone had experienced, and WITNESSED. however, as this child ages ( trained by both her mother and father, and educated within the walls of the shinigami academy ) she proves to be quite the handful.
would FATE be so cruel to bestow upon him a child as REBELLIOUS and prone to dangerous situations as he was in his youth? STRONG-WILLED and stubborn, an absolute renegade who throws herself into battles that are WAY beyond her own level of training. with little regard for others, she selfishly pushes forward, constantly challenging both gin and rangiku’s authority. PANIC becomes a close confidante of the fallen shinigami, for oh, how TERRIBLE it is to be on the receiving end of the life he once lived, many years ago.
. . . one might even be so cruel as to consider it karma.
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